By Gaydos Law P.C.
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August 21, 2023
My Bar exam story starts just like anyone else’s story. I signed up for the July Bar Exam, purchased a study aid, and prepared myself for the almost three monthlong process of studying. When I signed up, masks were not mandated, there was a toilet paper shortage, Tiger King was quickly becoming everyone’s favorite lock-down show to watch, and we all believed things would go back to normal in a month or so. It did not occur to me or anyone else that the Bar Exam would change –or that it even could change! I did not think that something as monumental as the Bar Exam could be affected by anything so I began studying like all lawyers have before me. In April 2020, the Pennsylvania Bar Association announced that the July 2020 exam would now be postponed to September 2020. Everyone who has taken the Bar knows that there is a rhythm and timing that comes with studying for the exam. Your time is used strategically, and your study schedule is designed to optimize the weeks leading up to your exam. Having to be told that the exam was postponed a few months threw a wrench into those carefully constructed plans. Never before had the Bar Exam been postponed. Regardless, I brushed it off and allowed myself to be comforted by the fact that I got two extra months to study. It’s not like they would postpone it again, right? In July 2020, the Pennsylvania Bar Association took it a step further –canceling all in-person examinations and switching to remote online exams in October 2020. We were all shocked. It was unbelievable that the Bar Exam could be postponed a second time, but even more unbelievable was that for the first time in its history, the Bar Exam would be administered remotely. The thought of taking the exam on my own from my own home had me racing with what-if scenarios. What if my wifi wasn’t strong enough? What if my family was home and was too loud? What if my computer randomly decided to catch fire or crash on exam day? What if a phone went off somewhere in my house and somebody thought it was mine? I did not want to be part of the first group to take the exam remotely–everything could go wrong, and there would be no one there to help me. I became even more anxious when a colleague of mine was scheduled to take the Florida Bar Exam in person, but two days before the exam it was postponed. My anxiety spiked. I could not imagine being within 48 hours of sitting for the exam that I had devoted months studying for only to be ripped from my grasp. I was also on edge because I was listening to my colleagues from Michigan explain the perils of their remote exams and all of the technological issued they faced. It did not seem fair. I had done everything right, followed all the advice, and studied everything that I was told to so I could get to this one exam. Being a lawyer was all I had ever wanted to be since I was 9 years old. While my elementary school friends wanted to be rock stars or princesses, I wanted to be the next Johnnie Cochran. I wanted to help people and give a voice to those who could not give one to themselves. I did not want to be a remote exam guinea pig. Each day of the exam brought its own struggles. The first day, none of my answers were uploading, which was problematic because they had given us strict instructions that answers had to be uploaded the same day. It was determined to be an exam-wide issue that all examinees were facing and eventually my answers were uploaded hours later. Crisis averted. I went into the second day of testing fairly confident since the only issue I had the day before was a delay in uploading answers. All of a sudden, tragedy struck. My laptop crashed SEVEN MINUTES BEFORE THE START TIME! I dropped to my knees. I frantically restarted my laptop and watched as nothing happened. It took ten minutes for it to restart and allow me to begin my exam. The last day of the exam seemed to run smooth. Either because I had experienced the worst that could happen in the exam (computer crash) or because by the third day everyone knew what to do. I did not have any technology issues, and my answers timely uploaded. I could not believe that I finally finished the first ever Pennsylvania remote Bar Exam. About two months after completing the Bar Exam, results were posted. I passed. I had achieved my biggest goal to date. I was finally becoming a lawyer. While my pandemic Bar Exam story differs from those in my profession who have taken this same road before 2020, it is satisfying to know that the hard work I put in to the years leading up to this one exam was all worth it. Nothing, not even a global pandemic, was going to stop me from achieving my dreams.